May 29, 2007

• Have you ever done something intentionally to hurt someone who you really think is great and wonderful?

  Of course you have, I do my best to not do petty stuff like that, but I made an ass of myself last night and hung up on someone rather then finish our discussion.

  A good friend of mine, lets call her Barbara, well it seems that our friendship is changing. Some of the dynamics are either off or just not working anymore.

  I am not sure why. I am not even sure if it can be fixed. I hope so, but I don’t know how.

  It seems that the core of who I am(me attempting to bring humor, and obviously failing miserably in this case) is what is bothering her, and seeing as its at my core, its hard for me to justify changing it, and frankly I have no desire to change it.

  Thats a problem.

  Anyway, I feel like an ass, and wish I had not hung up on her, but thats what I did. I am glad I am not normally so petty.

  In better news, got to see my sister, and that means I also got so see my Nephew CJ. Woo-Hoo!!!! He had an ear infection and a bit of broncitus, but was quite the trooper and happy most of the time. These are not the best pics, but it is what I got.

  

  

  

  I also got so see Mama, Papa and my cousin Shane, pretty good memorial day till I hung up on my friend.

  BlackWolf

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