January 8, 2003
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So you already know that sometimes I ask for help in interperting my dreams. Well here it goes again.
Just remember I am the most best Gentelmen any of you all know.
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There was some sort of medical emergency or something of the kind. Anyway we(a medium group of people maybe 20 or 30) are hearded into hallway(one resembling the hall to the east side of the main aduitorium at TMM in GV) and taken to two normal doors, one opens into a big room (resembling a shower room off of a locker room, wide open tile floor to ceiling etc.)to the right one to the left.
We all need to be checked medicaly for some reason and are asked to strip for the exam, well at this time I realize that this gruop is all female, except myself. Suddely I got a towel around my waist and I have no idea how it got their(this is very disturbing in my dream, like I fell asleep standing up and suddenly I am sitting on a bench with a towel aronnd my waist, very odd) anyway back to the even more distubing but slightly more exciting. All these women, or most of them, like the ones who aren't warein towels are naked.
So what do you think a guy like me would do in a room full of naked or at least simi naked beutiful women.
Of course I avert my eyes as much as possable, stare at my toes etc, I only look when someone is speaking to me, like the docter or something, but every time I look up their is a mirror and I see the naked women in it and quickly look away, strait at another naked women then back at my feet.
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So why wasn't I like any of the other guys I know, or myself would probably do in the real life situation, and enjoy the beauty that fate has befallen me. Why do I be the Gentelman and advert my eyes, espectialy when no one in the room seemed to mind being watched. Am I a freak, well I already know the answer to that, but am I a freak to anouther freak, am I like so far out of freakdom that it is like something we don't have a word for yet, like you got a scale,
Kinda Normal, Simi Normal, Normal, Freak, . . .
am I the ". . ." maybe I will call it a "Yurtynshatodo" am I a yurt. I don't want to be a yurtynshatodo. Although if I am a yurtynshatodo and don't know it I don't seem to mind to much(with the exception of not looking at all the preaty girls) so maybe it ain't so bad.
I don't know.
Later
BlackWolf
PS. remeber this is for interpertaion only, don't start any wierd religouns cults from it or anything.
Comments (7)
your discussion about freakdom reminded me of Mike Warnke's humorous discussion on the topic, about what's weird to weird people?
Like, he wondered if you could nail jell-o to a wall, he thinks flying is weird ("strapping yourself in a hollow metal tube that goes 600 mph at 30,000 feet.. that's weird. I'm told to keep my seat belt fastened for my own safety.. great, I feel safe; we're falling out of the sky and going to crash and burn, this person flying across the ceiling didn't wear their seat belt, but I'm wearing mine so I feel just fine!")
Well, that's a paraphrase at least. He was very funny, despite whether he lied about his past or not.
i just don't have any words about your dream. i'm sorry.
NOTE TO ALL (except Casey): The following words are my opinion. Feel free to share w/me about how you feel too, but if you bash me don't expect me to pay attention.
Wow, yeah, what an opportunity; in your dream. But is sounds like Naked Women = Bad to you. I bet it's learned. At the reflex level, NW = Good, we're designed that way. But we often learn that NW = Naughty, or downright evil. Seems to make your dream sound pretty frustrating. Could it be an expression of how you have-trained or been-trained your mind to think? NW = wrong?
Of course most of us will agree that hanging around groups of naked women isn't morally OK, but eventually there might be one with whom it is OK. In fact she'll probably want to be looked at.
If any of this seems to apply, I think I'm in the same boat w/you Casey. NW = Bad.
A differtent thought I try to think (sometimes) is that 1 NW will someday = REALLY GOOD, and not try to beat myself up for what I might think today. But of course keeping questionable stuff like this out on the table is a good way to stay safe. Way to go, man. Just don't go to sleep if next week you end up in a hallway...
-Corky
you show the self-discipline I hope one day to have
. . .um. .. Em's interpretation...perhaps you feel as if people are being very vulnerable around you, and it makes you ever much more aware of your own vulnerability. .and maybe that's the way you view relationships and are there avoiding them, and avoiding even the thought of connecting to someone. .
. . .anything is possible. .
or. . .
this is all crap
p.s. that yurty thing. . I have no idea what you're talkin about..
um, thanks for the comment on my site. i never really knew the meaning of the word nifty before. feel free to enlighten me. my dictionary is the pocket sort.
anyways, i just wanted to say just something about your dream because i'm a big sucker for talking about dreams. so, yeah, what i think is that beauty can be blinding and overwhelming and just as scary as it is beautiful. maybe it was safer to look at something you were familiar and fond of, like your toes.
LOL that is great, in fact all the interp's were good but the last one has to be it. I knew it the minute I read it. Just got that feeling.
nifty is some 70somethin word meaning the same as "cool" and "awesome". To me seeing as it is used less then the other two it carrys a little more meaning, just for the rarity of it.
But if you want websters version he said nifty as an adjective is "very good" or "very attractive" and as a noun "a clever or neatly turned phrase or joke"
BlackWolf
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