November 2, 2007
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So last night I was sitting on my couch drinking some of that wonderful 18 year single malt scotch I got on my way to Canada while thinking to myself while being slightly depressed, "I wish I had a vice, dammit, sure I drink, smoke, and on occation go with women who do. But I am not addicted to any of them. How great would it be to not have to blame myself for being an ass, when I could blame it on drugs, alcohal, maybe even bad relationship."
Tonight while I was talking to a great girl, who I have not had a good conversation with in a long while, and she happens to also be a good friend and somehow between the two of us we brought up the realm of "misconception" and how people usually do that when thinking about others. And I think that is rather unfortunate. Good news, she doesn't hate me, and really that's all I needed to hear. So between that and the 2 dozen other great people I have visited over the past month who don't hate me either, I have a pretty good life. Sometimes I forget that.
BlackWolf
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Life is pretty good. Yesterday I was reminded God is in control of everything despite what we feel and see in our lives. I read about Joseph and David and someone else (I can't remember who) and was reminded that when they got visions for their lives when they were younger they didn't expect the trials that came before they got there. As far as the being an ass part, the main text I was reading was I Peter 4:12-13 in which I was reminded last week was written by Peter. you remember how rough Peter was before he wrote this passage of scripture. If God can change Peter I'm pretty sure He can work in you.
I dont hate you either ; )
I'm glad I'm part of that group
Great life indeed. Relationships make it so, in my opinion. Your first paragraph made me giggle.
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