August 22, 2002

  • Hey I am looking for a Daniel.  Read on it will make sence as you go on.


    Last night I had a multitude of dreams all of which were preaty freaky.  But there was one that really stuck out.


    It comes in two parts and is clear as day where the others kinda faded.  I was sleeping(as usual when dreaming) and then it happened.


    I was standing at this little gully.  The gully is about fifteen feet accross and kinda weaving though a sage brush type of setting.  The gully is about 4 to 6 feet deep and is preatty much just a dry grey colored dirt with a little red mixed in.  The bank edges have cracked and kinda fallin in here and there.  My YP's van is parked a little away and I pulled up in my car.  My YP is wareing blue jeans, his cowboy boots and is standing there looking into the gully with his hands in his front pockets with just his thumbs sticking out.  He is waring a blue and red with small amounts of green flannel shirt, and not waring his usual baseball hat.  The wind is blowing slightly and his hair is being tossed about.  I can feel it on my face.


    I kinda run/jog(jot?) up behinde him and in trying to scare him tap him on the back.  Without even flinching he falls into the gully.  Instinkly I know he hit his head or something and is dead.  Not wanting to be blamed for killing my YP I decide to leave and not call the police.  His van is parked in plane site and someone will wonder and come over and see him and call it in, and I am out of trouble.


    During this time my feelings are very muted, I feel little remorse for killing my YP and am more concerned about not having to deal with the police.  Not because I could get into trouble, but because I don't want to waste time filling out paperwork.


    Then I wake up.  I go to the bathroom take a leak and (why is it "take a" and not "leave a")  go back to bed.  After some more weird dreams I come back to the yp dream. 


    This time I see his van is still parked there so I pull over and go and look in the gully to see if his body is still there.  Yup it is, and now a cyote is chewing on it.  And his hands are now tucked back into his pockets after they wern't when he fell.  His body is also moved about ten feet farther away almost but not quite around a corner in the gully.


    So here is the question, why?


    BlackWolf