March 1, 2007
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"I really wish I didn't hurt people, but its one of the few things I am good at." --BlackWolf
Yea so this post was going to be a real long post about how much I hate the effects of me being me, yet if I were to try to be someone else, which I have tried, all I do is hate being the me that I have become.
But after many paragraphs, most of which were either angry rants, or remorseful musings, it just got depressing.
BlackWolf
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Casey Fox, you can only be you. Speaking as a human chameleon, I recommend you be you and let everyone else deal with it.
Oh and yeah, thats not really the way the story is going to go if it ever goes anywhere.
Hey Casey. It's ok. People just gotten get to know you. You're really a nice guy, once someone gets past all the pricklies.
HEy I might be on the road in Western US for about 6 months this summer. Maybe we can get a night together with Patrick sometime.
cas i don't want to give up i love him so much even if we break up my heart is still very much for him and i do love him for than i can ever explain, i just don't know how to freely be me and love god in a relationship w/o changing b/c of titles and different expectations that seem to come with a title. i want to be free in depending on god still and not having to change b/c of titles. please pray for god to show us both where we went wrong and to refine us in areas that need refined to have a healthy relationship with god and someone else even if not each other, i love him and want the best for him. read his site complete opposite of real. thanks for the talk it really helped. love ya. (now i understand more what you were going thru w/ di.
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