So you want to know what I did last night, well it will be last night by the time you read this.  I Called Liz.  Yea I did.  I spent like a long time trying to call her and then I finaly did it.

If you really want to see what an idoit I am check out her site at . (or you can click her name above as well.)  Check out the comments section to the post dated Sept. 15, 2004.  I worked long and hard, so check it out and come back and tell me that I am the biggest idot you ever did see.

Again thanks to gWyn and Christine.

 This is Liz, I really don't know her, but she is preaty cool.  She has some rock solid political veiws and made sure to vote her absenteeism ballot before leaving for N. Ireland.  She is cool in the realm of non-normal.  And I don't think I know how to pronounce her last name.

 This is gWyn. I have known her for a long time, but havn't seen her since we were both interns. She can spell like its nobodies business, and she is so freakin cool cause she has lived in New Zealand.  To tell you the truth I don't even remember her last name. 

 This is Christine, I have known her for a short time of about 9 months.  I know her to be cool and full of knowledge and wisdome.  And her last name is french, not only that but probably french/canadian, but I have forgiven her for that fault.

So yea I know that if you don't read Liz's site this post will be kinda stupid but thats your fault for not reading her site.  Don't blame me.

BlackWolf

I thought I would throw up a couple of pictures.

As you guys know sometime next sunday we are takin off for Amherst Mass. for the first real ATF of the season.

Apperently we will have an uninvited guest.

Yep Hurricane Ivon is comming to visit.

I was also diggin throught Bryans Pics and came across a couple I really liked.

The first reminds me of the movie Aracnaphobia, where these people are all oblivous to their impending doom.

And we all know how dangerous it is to drive while talking on the cell phone, the spiders don't even matter.

And the next is a great shot of me being a bad a**.

This was taken at Oaklahoma City at the memorial on that night me and Bry took Carsons mom to see Stomp.

That was a great night.  The quote below that goes along the lines of a reverse morman double date is in reference to that night.

Well folks time to go make a few calls.

BlackWolf

Today I thought I would put up some of my favorite quotes from me.  Feel free to use them, write them on sticky notes and paste them on your computer, or on the rear view mirror of your car, maybe just above the toilet roll despenser in the bathroom, the fridge, program it into your cell phones welcome message, heck get bumperstickers printed up and head to the local grocery store and get busy, hey you could even get one or more made into a banner and streach it across the busiest intersection in town.

"You are a positive addition to the human race, and never forget that.  If you lived in Sodom and I was Abraham, and your town was about to get destroyed by a big ball of fire, and you were my nephew . . . oh nevermind you get the picture."

"Sometimes your brain just catches on before your heart gets a chance to react."

"Sometimes life sucks, but we carry on."

"I smile to myself and point out the big red space ship in the back of my car, yea now I understand why I can't see her artwork, but I still have a red space ship, all because I can't say no to a big smile, bright eyes, and softly spoken "please"."

"They say to die for Christ is to gain, at times like this to live for him is a pain."

"Dieing for Christ, that would be easy, I could do it at anytime.  To live for Christ, now that is hard, I fail him on a daily basis."

"I am not a molded man, I let my fat hang where it will, and I am not ashamed"

"I don't dress up for anything but weddings, funerals, and free food.  And not cheap free food either."

"Umm I went to a Reverse Mormon double date with a 40 year old married woman with five kids."

"Sometimes I am good at making people hate me."

"And remember to pray for my brain."

"Jesus loves me and blesses me more then I deserve.  I deserve like a drop or water, and he gives me a waterfall."

 "I had the opportunity to be a "spare tire" and it was very enjoyable."

Well thats probably enough to keep you busy writing up little sticky notes and sticking them everywhere.

Enjoy.

BlackWolf

OK so I am going to put one more in here.  If I haven't said it to you then there is a reason.  It is something I save for really close people.  I just thought it sould be here.  It really expresses my standard of loyalty and duty to my those who I chose to be closest to.  If I haven't said it to you and you think I should have, I am sorry for your wrong assumptions.  An example of who has had this spoken to them are my closest family and the few friends who made it that close.  Mom, and sisters and brothers in arms.

"If you need something let me know, I would go to the very gates of hell and back for you.  Just ask."

BlackWolf

The G is gone.

It is a sad day.

I don't have any sackcloth and ashes but I burnt out an edison plug and smeared it all over my face, then for sakcloth I used burlap and wraped it around my body.  I layed down in discomfort and morned the loss of G.

G will be back in January, so I will rejoice then.

Lord I pray the best for G and pray that the best is for him to be back near where I am.

If you know G e-mail or call me and I will give you his new number so that you can call and say hi.

BlackWolf

So i thought about telling you all that I woke today at 13:10 in the after noon.  For those of you who hate to decifer that time it was 1:10pm.  Two days ago I left for tulsa around 12:00/(12:00pm, or noon for those who are easily confused) to pick up some stuff for the upcoming ATF season.  When I got there I had to drive the truck in areas that it are not built to drive simi's in.  I arrive at Performance Stage Company around 17:45(5:45pm)and am greeted by Phil and Chris, who are still working on the stuff.

I figure if I hop in and help I can leave sooner.  So I get a crash course in "Drape Making".  Sewing, grommeting, measuring, and folding.  I am board at a couple of points and call Di cause Phil and Chris are talking about her and her greatness.  Jordon Because Phil and Chris are talking about why he needs this stuff so soon.  And finaly Christine just because she is cool.  Tryed to call Bryan but he was busy or sleeping or something, the same with G.

Anyway I pull out of PSC at 0:30(12:30am).  I head to wal-mart to get a tarp, sorry Christine they didn't have any orange ones so I couldn't honor you with that purchase, to make sure this new drap and stuff don't get dirty.

I wait in line for nearly an hour.  I am not kidding here people, I was very mad, they closed a total of four lanes that I was in before I got to one with at least 15 people in front of me.  But I was nice and polite.  I even looked at some magizines, one tabloid that had pictures of what they refered to as the worst beach bodies of the year or something.  All these stars and stuff in the most bad pictures you can imagine.  Definatly not a magizine to entice ones lusts.  I suppose it is rather disturbing that I enjoyed it.  Ugly people is swimware, yehaw!!!!

Anyway I get out of Wal-Mart and wrap the drap in the new tarp, and then I am off.  I get an hour down the road and nearly falling asleep.  Just in case you were not aware, driving and sleep mix even worse the driving and alcohal.  So I pull in and get ready to hop into bed when I find that I had left my pillow at home.  So the three hours or so of sleep I did get were worthless.

Anyway I arrive back on campus at 11:00(11:00am) and get right to work.

Got off last night way past midnight.  Had a good couple of days full of fun, hard work, late nights, and little sleep.  This is supposed to be how life is lived.

Jesus loves me, and I hope to show him my love in a like mannor.

BlackWolf

So I feel obligated to write something here today.  Not so much out of respect or adoration for you all but more for selfish reasons.  Like the fact that I like the number thirteen and that the last two posts have gotten thirteen comments each and if I post here maybe it will start a trend and I will have more happiness in my life becasue each of my posts always have thirteen comments.  I know that to not be true, but I am posting anyways.

So that this isn't just boring I will tell you of the dream I had last night.  And if you all would like to take a whirl at telling me what it means, feel free.

So last night I drept of a baby, or just a smaller version of the big honed sheep.  He was grey and had long scragly fur.  For some odd reason I was on my hands and knees head butting this thing.  And laughing and yelling at someone to watch what I was doing.  I was yelling at my sister, and she wouldn't listen to me.  Anyway I was headbutting this thing and then it started to chew on my fingers.  I laughed and put it in a head lock as it continued chewing on my fingers.  Then the thought crossed my mind that it should hurt if this critter was chewing on my fingers because after all they eat tin cans and the like.  Then my fingers started hurting.  My brain got confused by the whole situation and I woke up.  My head and fingers were just fine, and other then Tristan there was no other animals in the room with me.

On to other really cool stuff, I got to speak with Jamie Kinny, Diana Smith, Christine St.Hilaire, and Genevieve Greenwell on the phone last night.  All of these girls are great people and deserve to have comments lavashed upon their sites.  The best part was that it was all good conversation and there was a lot of things to thank the Lord for(a job, health, means of transportation, and family time respectivly, and this is just the begining of the list it goes on and on).  He watches over us all, and you had better belive he will keep us all safe.

Along those same lines I also got to go out to eat with Javier Antique, Bethany Banks, Tristan Sipres, Matthew Ceta, Clint Hayle, Bryan Boecker, Paul Jaliker, and Autumn Renyolds.  I was blessed to enjoy this meal at Don Jaun's, Mexican Cafe off of Erwin St. in Tyler.  This may well be my last meal with some of these people, and I may never see them again.  Not only because some of them are moving away but also because I can't spell their names and they will hate me.  Just kidding.

And I got to IM with Ligia Naranjov..., Ryan Mitchell, Jeff Redwine and gWynth, all great people with prayer needs, just like the rest of us.

And this morning I got to watch the MT03-04 dvd with Tristan, Bryan Boecker, and Rex Albers.  It was a good and heartfelt time.

Anyway visit all these peoples sites and wish them well, read about the passions of their lives and the ongoing struggle to get closer to the Lord, that gives us reason to live.

The Lord loves me and protects me.

If I can share that with others then all will be alright.

BlackWolf

So this is a little pathetic but I am bycotting Mcdonalds.  I have been doing so since about five days ago.  I was in Tyler visiting a great friend Cora Lynn Dean Cardoni, she almost has as many names as I do, and her husband Joam Cardoni, and we decided to go to McDonalds and eat.

Well latley, (since December or so) I have either been ordering a burger or frys.  So I try to order me a super size fry and what do I get.  A lecture about some guy doing a movie that they make people fat.  Well thats my choice to eat the frys and make me fat.  In fact I have lost almost 90lbs since December and that includes eating a supersize fry a couple of times a month.

Well freak.  I told the guy if he didn't have the supersize fry then I wasn't going to get anything.

He said, "Well order the large, its only one once smaller."

Well you idiot if I wanted one ounce smaller I would but I want one ounce bigger.  I told him "No supersize, then nothing for me, I am boycotting."

If I want a fry now at McDonalds I have to order a Large Fry and a burger, cause the large fry ain't enough to make a meal.  Or I have to order two large frys, or a large fry and a small fry.  Now its going to cost me more and be a pain in the freaking aaaaaaaaaaaaa, neck.

Oh and to top off this weeks frustrations, I am 16 bucks overdrawn on my checking account.  This is the first bounced check in 13 freaking years, and its not my fault.  And I wish to hurt those who are at fault but that ain't right either.  So I will just give a good chewing.

Bitterness does not sit well with me.

And I am not happy.

Good thing I got . . . friends.

BlackWolf

All right folks for starters one of the most beutiful people in the world is currently in my profile pic.  That would be my Mama, and I am her little man.

Yes folks I am a Mama's boy, and I will kick anyones butt who thinks thats a sissy thing.

Secondly my sister will Graduate from LPN school in may and then I can drop my insurance and just have her fix me up, she will be certified fixer.

My specific job description for this year is Truck Driver, thats freakin cool.  Secondly is head rigger.  Yes that is spelled with a "R". I get to make things that wiegh thousands of pounds fly.  Sound, Lighting, Pyro, if it wern't for me this year . . . well they would just get somebody else to do it, so it would still happen.

I am enjoying working with the new team and imparting wisdom amungst (gYwn help me with spelling that word) the new MT'ers.  So far they seem to be a capable bunch.

Did you all like the pic of my baby?  Isn't she cute, I need to clean her up a little but she is doing all right.

Anyway this post is preaty random, so I will finish by telling you that the blonde dog in the pic is Lady, and the black one is Ruby.

I am tired and sweaty, I shall go home and shower.

And Vieve I know you like me, and I like you too.  Its still nice to hear it, thanks.

BlackWolf

PS if anyone else wants to tell me they like me that is fine with me, I promis to not get a to big of an ego.  Heck I would hate to put back on any of the weight I lost becasue I was adding to my ego, so I promis I will be humble. 

Well, well, well, what have we got here.

It appears to be a new year of MT'ers.  They are nothing at all like last years. 

I met last years in January and they were already at the "We really know how to work and now know each other, and can work togeather.  Now we are really starting to find out how to take this ship we have been given and float it around.  Heck in no time we will be sailing off into new territory and conquering new worlds."  Which they set about doing.  All of them in one big ship.  Then on August 14th they were each givin command of a new ship and sent off in 37 different directions.  Some of them sold there ships and hopped on with a new crew, and are finding a new place to fit in.  Others went off in little groups and sold their two or three small ships and bought one big enough for the group.  Others yet went off on their own in their little ship and are finding their new paths in life.  And there are the crazy few who sold thier ships back to the builders and decided to help build more ships.

This new group of MT'ers are just learning what a ship is.  It hasn't even been given over to them, they know so little they couldn't unhook the ship for the dock.  But they will also grow and be given a ship of thier own someday. To do with as they please.  But for know they are still trying to figure out aft from stern and port from starboard.  Some of them don't even  know that aft and stern are different from port and starboard.  Let alone a rudder, a sail, propellers, or any of the big objects on the ship.  They only know of the deck because their first job is to swab it.  And of the gangplank because of the horror stories that have been passed down.

Right now I have leased my ship to someone else, and hope that by working with the shipping yard that one day I will be blessed with that ship back.

Jesus.

BlackWolf

PS I got my baby back, and I gave her a hug and kissed her all over.  Here is a pic of her at this link.

Ok so I wanted to explain "The Melting Pot" experince for you all.

But you will just have to try it for youreslfs.  We ate for 3and a half hours, and didn't stop.  Four courses.

Lots of great food

Then we went to the giant dandylion, also in Dallas.  Had coffee and came home.

I also wanted to let you all know that my time at home was so very good.  I missed my family a whole lot.  My family needs some general heath prayers.  I apear to be the only super human left out of them all.  Mom is having some heart/diabeaties trouble, sisters have ankle/back/brain issues, bro is rehabing, other one is still dopin it up probably, Dad is stressed and tired.

But all are alive and happy.  And that makes me praise the Lord for one more day with each of them.

I got so much love while I was at home, Mama, Dad, Sam, Mary, Mickey, Chris, Destiny, Dylon, Maria, Mindi, Aunt Charyol, Uncle Marion, Glenda, Colby, Kala, McKala, Preston, Crystal, Kendra, Larry, Pastor Von, Pastor Lee, Evelyn, Cassy, her Mom, and others.  I am so blessed.  Why the Lord loves me so I will never know.  But he does and I am happy for it.

And now back at TM, the peeps here, to many to mention, and my peeps out there who have already left, especailly those I have been able to talk to on the phone, life is good.

Oh and there are a group out there called "The Fav4"  I changed your name to "The Double BS'ers"  Its much cooler, much more walking the line of vulger yet not even close to crossing it.  It works with the last names and its much cooler then "The Fav4", at least to me anyway, and seeing as you are mine, I get to choose.  Love you guys.  I can say that for a group.

BlackWolf